Get Rid Of Slimy girlS!

"Why isn't my life like a situation comedy? Why don't I have a bunch of friends with nothing better to do but drop by and instigate wacky adventures? Why aren't my conversations peppered with spontaneous witticisms? Why don't my friends demonstrate heartfelt concern for my well being when I have problems? ...I gotta get my life some writers." calvin (calvin & hobbes)

Monday, November 06, 2006

being a friend

I can't say that i've always been the best judge of character when it comes to friends and lovers. Nor can i say that i've always been a friend with the best intentions anymore than i've been the best lover. How many of you say you love your friends, you want them to be happy, you hope they find love and so forth, yet find yourself hating it when they're so damn happy while you feel so damn miserable? Doest it make you a bad friend? or just plain human?

Sunday, November 05, 2006


my friend luis once said, "whoever said that nothing's impossible, surely haven't tried slamming a revolving door"

my life on 180MPH

it is only when i let go of things i can't control that i truly see and realize the things that matter most.

I will buy you a new life...

Starting a new life is it easy? If only I could buy myself a new life, I will...
"Here is the money that I owe you So you can pay the bills. I will give you more when I get paid again. I hate those people who love to tell you money is the root of all that kills. They have never been poor, they have never had the joy of a welfare christmas. I know we will never look back..."
I will buy you a new life - Everclear (So Much For The After Glow)
I was reluctant to go back here in the U.S. because I was aware that this trip is different from my previous ones. But I do hope to do something worthwhile in here. Something different, a little change wouldn't hurt right? I badly need direction in my life. For once I wanted to put sense back in my "made up" life. I do hope to maintain an open mind and heart through this journey. A learning process perhaps.
Let's see where my life takes me...