i need some happy pills : )

i wasn't able to create a blog yesterday because uhmmm i dunno.. i forgot? too busy? what the hell i didn't even know what happened yesterday. (actually i do, i'm just tryin to forget about it, especially the morning part of yesterday!) but the later part of that evening was a blast. Being with great friends kiko and junel and the rest of the people at jungle java was an absolute stress free gimik! (thanks to ate arleen for being so accomodating! love yah!)

word of the day:

MORSEL - Etymology: Middle English, from Anglo-French, diminutive of mors bite, from Latin morsus, from mordEre to bite -- more at MORDANT1 : a small piece of food : BITE2 : a small quantity : FRAGMENT

why in the hell did i chose this word? here's the story behind it.

6 in the fucking am yesterday, my cellphone was vibrating and needed much attention from me. 6 messages. I look at it thinking who will text me at this time? "Could iit be God?" nahhhhh anyways, i opened my inbox and it was from the following people" raymund, kiko, vince, vince, chase, and some number i don't even know of. Ofcourse i'm not goin to disclose the rest of my messages right? Let's go back with the word morsel, kiko was the one who sent me this long text messages about him being sad and alone (a manic-depressive condition characterized by extreme depression, etc. etc.) and at the end of his text message was;

"Couldn't God spare me a MORSEL of happines?" (depressing yet so true) and it hit me!

Are we really happy?

think people... think.